the way i move

i move like the ocean
i feel like im poison
i move like water
even though i lost her
no matter where i go i see him
but i still feel her scrim
my body feels weak
until i see someone peak
i make a move
but my body cant approve
i see the shadow
and i hear piano
i try to swim
but i feel a limb
it pushes me deeper in
i feel water within.
the light starts to fade
i feel like i have been played.
where did he go?
is he down below?
i feel it in my soul
have i lost control?

the way i move

i wake up underneath the stars
it looks like mars
i look around
i drowned.
all is lost
i payed the cost
now im far
i look at a star
i see my sister from above
it looks like she has a dove
now that im at peace
i can finnaly release
suddently i see a light
it shines so bright
i feel a push
then i hear a shush
i hear mother
but then brother
then silence.
i feel like i have on demilance

The way my body moves

my body moves like an astronaut
i feel like im on the spot
moving towards the light
it feels right
making a move
trying to prove
i have a chance
to advance
without them
im not a gem
i must choose
or i lose
they wait for my approach
but i feel reproach
i must go on
i feel like a swan
this feels like a game
im running out of time
life is on the line
i want what is mine.

the way my body moves

i died is this the end?
do i need a friend?
what animal would i be?
am i free?
might it be cold?
would i be bold?
what is out there?
was that a flare?.
will i be saved?
will i behave?
am i a shadow
what a beautiful meadow
looking up at the sky
i feel like im going to cry
is this heaven i see
or is this the ocean sea
i dont wanna go
but im down below
6ft under ground
will i wind up like a hound?

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will i be lost and alone
or will i have a throne
all has been lost
will i turn to dust?
will i ever be okay ?
will i be away?
will i make it?
or will fake it ?
will i die ?
or will i fly?
i dont know.
time is going slow.
how will i make it out
making a pout.
flying away
i will meet you halfway.
what is that i see?
is that a tree?
i sit underneath
i cant breathe.

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ocean at sea
now i must flee
there is much debris
is that a key?
i wanna be home
i just wanna roam
i rather home
then alone
without a cost
or i will be lost

why do i feel pain
is that a chain?
no i don't want to
i don't wanna go through
i must run
towards the sun.

The way my body moves

i don't want this anymore
i am tired of being a door
being pulled and pushed by everyone
i am done
i want more
i must end my spiritual core
i don't need them
I'm no longer me ive seen.
i see a light
that shine so bright
this must be the end
i am no longer kind
have i done it
here i sit
here i stand alone
no place to call home
wait what happened
why did i lived

The way my body moves

my sister telling me it's alright
i'm in a room so bright
i'm shocked that i live
confused I survive
in the back of my mind
i feel kind
i thought i never see the day
in may
what will i do now
was that a meow
is that a cat
why is it a brat?
sister was told i need support animal
sister told your name is carmal.
i dont need you
but i will be blue

i hate being thirteen.
i will never be seen.
i hate myself
i feel like im on a shelf
being looked by everyone.
i need to go out and look at the sun.

the way my body moves

Me and Carmal get along.
we play outside with a song
i feel better
but not stronger
i feel weak
i feel like a freak
i swear if we go on a family vacation again
i will never ever go near the ocean again.

we went to dinner with family
i found out i have a cousin named amaliy
everyone was silent
it felt violent
being there
i didnt even know what to wear.
it was wierd
they all had beards
im not trying to be here.
i have a new fear.

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the house is quiet
i think i need to go on a diet
i ate too much
is there a such
i need to go for a walk
but i have to pick the lock
wait who is that
oh its just matt
why is he there
oh my gosh is that claire
they are waving at me?
i need to find the key
no
i have something i know
What will happen to me
I wish I had some green tea
Cuz it would help right about now
Is that a crow

The way my body moves

It's been 6 months already
and I still am afraid of Teddy
I can't believe it's May
the beautiful sky
I love how we have flowers
It's time to take a flower showers
I love my cat Caramal
I love to dress up Caramal
For special occasions we go to events
Pretty flower scents
Spring showers
give me May flowers