the way my body moves

i died is this the end? do i need a friend? what animal would i be? am i free? might it be cold? would i be bold? what is out there? was that a flare?. will i be saved? will i behave? am i a shadow what a beautiful meadow looking up at the sky i feel like im going to cry is this heaven i see or is this the ocean sea i dont wanna go but im down below 6ft under ground will i wind up like a hound?

my body moves like an astronaut i feel like im on the spot moving towards the light it feels right making a move trying to prove i have a chance to advance without them im not a gem i must choose or i lose they wait for my approach but i feel reproach i must go on i feel like a swan this feels like a game im running out of time life is on the line i want what is mine.

my sister telling me it's alright i'm in a room so bright i'm shocked that i live confused I survive in the back of my mind i feel kind i thought i never see the day in may what will i do now was that a meow is that a cat why is it a brat? sister was told i need support animal sister told your name is carmal. i dont need you but i will be blue i hate being thirteen. i will never be seen. i hate myself i feel like im on a shelf being looked by everyone. i need to go out and look at the sun.

I guess I stand to my story will the Mortal of the story is life is never perfect so you must embrace it why you still have the chance with your loved ones. You never know what could happen. So I'll be grateful for everything you have. So this is the end. I hope you enjoy my story. Well it's not exactly mine but me and my friend. And a good morning ,good evening and a good night.. 

ocean at sea now i must flee there is much debris is that a key? i wanna be home i just wanna roam i rather home then alone without a cost or i will be lost why do i feel pain is that a chain? no i don't want to i don't wanna go through i must run towards the sun.

It's been 6 months already and I still am afraid of Teddy I can't believe it's May the beautiful sky I love how we have flowers It's time to take a flower showers I love my cat Caramal I love to dress up Caramal For special occasions we go to events Pretty flower scents Spring showers give me May flowers

4 months later My family tells me I'm getting better Time goes by really fast. Let's move from the past It's already been a year Let's see what next Can't wait to be nineteen The grass is green Happy New Year's. year of the tiger I'm no longer a shadow It's time for me to be in a meadow Under the field of marigold Beautiful colors of gold So many colors of that flower. It looks like that flower needs water.

i move like the ocean i feel like im poison i move like water even though i lost her no matter where i go i see him but i still feel her scrim my body feels weak until i see someone peak i make a move but my body cant approve i see the shadow and i hear piano i try to swim but i feel a limb it pushes me deeper in i feel water within. the light starts to fade i feel like i have been played. where did he go? is he down below? i feel it in my soul have i lost control?

the house is quiet i think i need to go on a diet i ate too much is there a such i need to go for a walk but i have to pick the lock wait who is that oh its just matt why is he there oh my gosh is that claire they are waving at me? i need to find the key no i have something i know What will happen to me I wish I had some green tea Cuz it would help right about now Is that a crow

Me and Carmal get along. we play outside with a song i feel better but not stronger i feel weak i feel like a freak i swear if we go on a family vacation again i will never ever go near the ocean again. we went to dinner with family i found out i have a cousin named amaliy everyone was silent it felt violent being there i didnt even know what to wear. it was wierd they all had beards im not trying to be here. i have a new fear.

i wake up underneath the stars it looks like mars i look around i drowned. all is lost i payed the cost now im far i look at a star i see my sister from above it looks like she has a dove now that im at peace i can finnaly release suddently i see a light it shines so bright i feel a push then i hear a shush i hear mother but then brother then silence. i feel like i have on demilance

will i be lost and alone or will i have a throne all has been lost will i turn to dust? will i ever be okay ? will i be away? will i make it? or will fake it ? will i die ? or will i fly? i dont know. time is going slow. how will i make it out making a pout. flying away i will meet you halfway. what is that i see? is that a tree? i sit underneath i cant breathe.

3 months later I'm starting to get better Now I will "embrace life" I feel so safe I feel like I can finally be me I love the bee The autumn Breeze. And the Beautiful willow trees Fall is near The beautiful bears I can't wait for the tree leaves to fall. Time to go to the mall And have a ball The trees are tall. I'm not ready to go back to school There's no time to be cool.

i don't want this anymore i am tired of being a door being pulled and pushed by everyone i am done i want more i must end my spiritual core i don't need them I'm no longer me ive seen. i see a light that shine so bright this must be the end i am no longer kind have i done it here i sit here i stand alone no place to call home wait what happened why did i lived

the way my body moves by nathaly.s Janea . L

Name

Safari may block some audio or video from playing automatically and ‘read to me’ will skip these. You can configure this in Safari’s preferences.