The Skeleton in the Closet

by HEIDI ELDER

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“So much the worse for those who fear wine, for it is because they have some bad thoughts which they are afraid the liquor will extract from their hearts.”

- The Count of Monte Cristo, Alexandre Dumas
DEAR LOVER,
(the letter i never sent)
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s I await your return, I long for your hands around mine. It has been so very long since I’ve felt your touch, yet it seems even longer still until I will feel it again. Your laugh and your kiss are only vague imprints in my memory as I lay alone, forsaken amongst unwrinkled sheets. 
And with every day we are apart, it seems as though the good times we spent together weren’t so good after all, that maybe I was only a wander-
lust child entranced with the journey your love presented. Perhaps, through another lense, my younger innocence would become attuned to all the silences and bitter looks we shared. Perhaps I would be then thankful for the time we’ve spent apart because it has stilled the ripples within my liquid memories.
However, I am not so alone. Accompanying me in your stead is the realization that I long only for your touch because the scalding heat of your hands
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around mine is infinitely better than this icy division.
Your distant nature has inflicted on me a silent suffering from which I become unraveled—disordered odds and ends pawned away by my next of kin. And yet you remain as you always have, no more than a simple shadow, opaque yet only an illusion cast by the sun’s cruel rays.
PUPPET MASTER
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here is a small wooden box in which the puppet master hides, behind a miniature stage where three chipped marionettes enact their charade. All that is left to be seen of him are ten spindly fingers which dance above their strings; the rest is tucked away.
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On goes their silent production—the one with seemingly no beginning nor end. When the marionettes sway, they do so with jarring movements, squealing loudly from their rusted joints. These children’s nightmares are incomparable to their shining days, which long since gave way to dark skies and thunderstorms.
The only one ignorant to this fact is the puppet master himself, his vision obscured by the stage. Driven solely by applause—one he believed was meant for him—he has performed without repose. Yet there isn’t a single soul who thought to stop and break him the news: that his crowd has long since deserted him.
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