Dear Diary...

by Violet WONG

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Chapter 1: Kate Carnian (Past)
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July 8th, 1942

"School has been cut off for so long now. Without anything to learn, I became restless. Sometimes I look at my shaken house and the bombs downtown and mutter under my breath "Darn you Hitler." Today Mother caught me, but she didn't scold me one bit. Instead, she gave me a sad look and turned back to Papa. It has been seven months since he first caught pneumonia, and it is worsening. Death had been the scariest thing in my life since I was one. Now it was playfully wrapping its icy coldness around my life. Only three people know about Papa's illness. That is me, the doctor, and Mother. Clair doesn't know at all. She thinks he is hibernating and soon will wake up. She doesn't know anything. Does she not see the way Papa sweats in the coldest of nights? Does she not hear the bombs that fell on the girls she plays
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hopscotch with? So when she asks "When will Papa Bear wake up?", I scream "He is not, Clair. He is going to die!" I feel bad as she sniffles outside in the yard. Hot tears had run down her cheeks. Where is the world I used to know? The world where I went to school and Papa stood proud and tall and strong. Where Clair didn't cry and Mother had strength to scold me.
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July 9th, 1942

"Papa is better! Today, when I came to wash his face, he took the towel from my hands. He forced a smile and squeezed the warm water on his face. Then he said "K-K-Ka" I stared at him with wide eyes. "Ka-Kate." I held my arms behind my back to keep from reaching out and hugging him. He put his finger to his lips. "Don't tell Mother. She shouldn't worry." I nod vigorously. "Yes Papa." He continued speaking. "Do tell Clair. She'll be happy. I'm ready. I will fight war." He paused. "I'll go tonight. You help.