An emotionless girl, Mae, finds herself trying to figure out how to get her emotions back. What does she learn along the way?

Better Than Myself

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I began by apologizing, then made my way up to gifts.

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Then I helped others in need, and I think I can come to the conclusion...

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I stayed at the police station that night.

It was only me and a security guard, otherwise it was just empty.

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I began to do things I'd hope I wouldn't do. I vandalized and ruined places, drawing ugly visuals on walls that belonged to them.

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I'm always the one being picked on. I'm always the one who gets laughed out when I can't do or say something right.

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my parents weren't very happy with me, and I got grounded.

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..that I can be happy by just giving to others. Even if I can't show it.

Thank you, for giving me a chance to show off my emotions by actions, even if it is the least I can do for everybody.

I keep on trying to ask others, over and over again they reject me and turn down my question to run away from me: "The Freak".

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I always go home the same way everyday, but today, I went home later than usual.

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I don't know if anyone loves me.<br/>All I know is that I can't love them.

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Hello, I'm Mae, and I can't feel emotions.

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As I served most of my time at home in my room, I thought to myself:

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Was this worth it just for a bunch of emotions?

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